Manic

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Room 93 EP (2014.10.27)	BADLANDS 정규 1집 (2015.08.28)	hopeless fountain kingdom 정규 2집 (2017.06.02)	Manic 정규 3집 (2020.01.17)

If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power 정규 4집 (2021.08.27)	The Great Impersonator 정규 5집 (2024.10.25)

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제목	Manic
아티스트	Halsey
발매일	2020년 1월 17일
녹음 기간	2018년 ~ 2019년
장르	일렉트로팝, 힙합, R&B
전체 길이	47분 36초
수록곡 수	16 + 보너스 2 + 일본 에디션 1
레이블	Capitol

1. 개요2. 성적3. 평가4. 트랙리스트

4.1. Ashley4.2. clementine4.3. Graveyard4.4. You should be sad4.5. Forever ... (is a long time)4.6. Dominic's Interlude4.7. I HATE EVERYBODY4.8. 3am4.9. Without Me4.10. Finally // beautiful stranger4.11. Alanis' Interlude4.12. killing boys4.13. SUGA's Interlude4.14. More4.15. Still Learning4.16. 9294.17. I'm Not Mad4.18. Wipe Your Tears

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1. 개요

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2020년 1월 17일 발매된 할시의 정규 3집.

2019년 3월에 '올해 세 번째 앨범을 발표할 것이며 앨범이 "완벽"하기를 원한다'라고 발표했었는데, 5월 17일에 Nightmare라는 곡이 발매되었다. 한참 Without Me가 역주행하고 1위까지 찍었던 시점이라 높은 순위로 데뷔했는데, 곡도 난해하고 뮤비도 '페미니스트'라는 주제를 난해하게 표현하여 피크 15위만 찍고 쭉 하락했다. 원래는 차기 앨범의 리드 싱글이 될뻔했으나 싱글이 너무 부진하자 그냥 싱글로 남겨두고 수록조차 되지 않았다.[2][3]

8월 7일, 앨범에 관한 인터뷰 도중 할시는 정규 3집을 두고 '덜 디스토피아적인 판타지 세계'이며 현재의 세계관을 반영한다고 밝혔다. 또 할시는 롤링 스톤의 커버 스토리에서 이번 앨범은 '힙합, 록, 국가, 이 빌어먹을[4] 모든 것을 포함하는 샘플링'이라고 말했다.[5] 그리고 이를 두고 '말 그대로 내가 섹스를 느낀 것처럼'이라고 비유했다. 이번 앨범의 콘셉트는 Ashley(본명)가 Halsey(또 다른 자아)를 위해 만든 앨범이라고 한다. 또 Ashley가 처음 만든 앨범이므로 A01이라고도 불린다고.[6] 또 처음으로 조증 상태에서 작업했다고 한다.

발매 이후 이 앨범을 바탕으로 한 두 번째 내한 공연이 기획되어 있었으나, 코로나바이러스감염증-19의 여파로 취소되었다.

2. 성적

2020년 2월 첫째 주
1 New	Music To Be Murdered By
2 New	Manic Halsey
3 New	Circles
•••	•••

빌보드 200 차트 2위로 데뷔했다. 239,000 유닛의 판매량인데, 이 중 순수 앨범 판매량이 무려 18만 장이다. 비슷한 시기 경쟁자로 평가받던 셀레나 고메즈, 카밀라 카베요 등과 비교했을 때 순수 앨범 판매량이 수 배 가까이 높다. Halsey의 팬층이 탄탄함을 보여주는 셈.

3. 평가


스코어 80 / 100
{{{#!folding 상세 점수 [ 펼치기 · 접기 ]	THE LINE OF BEST FIT	90
Entertainment Weekly	83
The Guardian	80
AllMusic
The Observer
popmatters	70
No Ripcord	40	}}}

4. 트랙리스트

트랙리스트
<rowcolor=#fff> 트랙	제목
1	Ashley
2	clementine
3	Graveyard
4	You should be sad
5	Forever ... (is a long time)
6	Dominic's Interlude Halsey & Dominic Fike
7	I HATE EVERYBODY
8	3am
9	Without Me
10	Finally // beautiful stranger
11	Alanis' Interlude Halsey & Alanis Morissette
12	killing boys
13	SUGA's Interlude Halsey & SUGA
14	More
15	Still Learning
16	929
보너스 트랙
17	You should be sad (Original Voicenote)
18	I'm Not Mad
일본 에디션 보너스 트랙
19	Wipe Your Tears

4.1. Ashley

Lyric Video

가사

[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: Standing now in the mirror that I built myself
And I can't remember why the decision wasn't mine
But it seems I'm only clinging to an idea now
Took my heart and sold it out
To a vision that I wrote myself
And I don't want to be somebody in America
Just fighting the hysteria
I only wanna die someday
Someday, someday

When I burst into flames
I'll leave you the dust, my love
Hope a bit of it will be enough
To help remember the days
When we came to this place
I told you I'd spill my guts
I left you to clean it up
I'm bursting out of the

Seems like now it's impossible to work this out
I'm so committed to an old ghost town
Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?
And if only the time and space between us wasn't lonely
I'd disintegrate into a thousand pieces
I think I'm making a mistake
But if I decide to break, who will fill the empty space?

So now if I figure this out
Apart from my beating heart
It's a muscle but it's still not strong enough
To carry the weight of the choices I've made
I told you I'd ride this out
It's getting harder every day somehow
I'm bursting out of myself

"Too many guys think I'm a concept
Or I complete them or I'm going to 'Make them alive'
But I'm just a fucked up girl
Who's looking for my own peace of mind
Don't assign me yours"

제목이 할시의 본명인 인트로 곡으로써, 앨범의 전반적인 분위기를 잡아주는 곡이다.

4.2. clementine

Music Video

가사

[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: I'd like to tell you that my sky's not blue, it's violent rain
And in my world, the people on the street don't know my name
In my world, I'm seven feet tall
And the boys always call, and the girls do too
Because in my world, I'm constantly, constantly havin' a breakthrough (hmm)
Or a breakdown, or a blackout
Would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony?

'Cause I don't need anyone
I don't need anyone
I just need everyone and then some
I don't need anyone (I don't need anyone)
I don't need anyone (I don't need anyone)
I just need everyone and then some (I just need everyone and then some)

Wish I could see what it's like to be the blood in my veins
Do the insides of all of my fingers still look the same?
And can you feel it too, when I am touchin' you?
And when my hair stands on ends, it's saluting you
The blush in your cheeks says that you bleed like me
And the 808 beat sends your heart to your feet
Left my shoes in the street so you'd carry me
Through a breakdown
Through a breakdown or a blackout
Would you make out with me on the floor of the mezzanine?

'Cause I don't need anyone
I don't need anyone
I just need everyone and then some
I don't need anyone (I don't need anyone)
I don't need anyone (I don't need anyone)
I just need everyone and then some (I just need everyone and then some)

My face is full of spiderwebs, all tender yellow blue
And still with one eye open, well, all I see is you
I left my daydreams at the gate because I just can't take 'em too
Know my heart still has a suitcase, but I still can't take it through

I don't need anyone (I don't need anyone)
I don't need anyone (I don't need anyone)
I just need everyone and then some
I don't need anyone (I don't need anyone)
I don't need anyone (I don't need anyone)
I just need everyone and then some (I just need everyone and then some)

I don't need anyone
I don't need anyone
I just need everyone and then some
Oh-mmm, oh-mmm (yep)

이 노래의 제목은 2004년 영화 < 이터널 선샤인>에서 나온 클레멘타인 '케이트 윈슬릿'의 캐릭터에서 영감을 얻었다고 한다.

할시의 생일날, 세 번째 싱글로 발매되었다. 뮤직 비디오에 할시의 동생도 출연한다.

4.3. Graveyard

Music Video

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: It's crazy when
The thing you love the most is the detriment
Let that sink in
You can think again
When the hand you wanna hold is a weapon and
You're nothin' but skin

Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper
I won't stop 'til I get where you are
I keep running, I keep running, I keep running

They say I may be making a mistake
I would've followed all the way, no matter how far
I know when you go down all your darkest roads
I would've followed all the way to the graveyard

Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper
I won't stop 'til I get where you are
I keep running when both my feet hurt
I won't stop 'til I get where you are
Oh, when you go down all your darkest roads
I would've followed all the way to the graveyard (no, oh)

You look at me (look at me)
With eyes so dark, don't know how you even see
You push right through me (push right through me)
It's gettin' real
You lock the door, you're drunk at the steering wheel
And I can't conceal

Oh, 'cause I've been diggin' myself down deeper
I won't stop 'til I get where you are
I keep running, I keep running, I keep running

They say I may be making a mistake
I would've followed all the way, no matter how far
I know when you go down all your darkest roads
I would've followed all the way to the graveyard

Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper
I won't stop 'til I get where you are
I keep running when both my feet hurt
I won't stop 'til I get where you are
Oh, when you go down all your darkest roads
I would've followed all the way to the graveyard

Oh, it's funny how
The warning signs can feel like they're butterflies

Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper
I won't stop 'til I get where you are
I keep running when both my feet hurt
I won't stop 'til I get where you are
Oh, when you go down all your darkest roads
I would've followed all the way to the graveyard

두 번째로 싱글컷 된 곡이다. 무대에서 공연할 때마다 감각적인 행위 예술로 호평을 받았다. 차트 상위권으론 못 올라갔지만 활발한 무대 공연 덕분에 차트 중하위권에서 나름 롱런했다.

이 노래의 싱글 커버 아트에 보면 선명한 사각형이 보이는데, 이는 할시의 데뷔 EP인 Room 93 커버의 창문을 의미한다. 그리고 이것은 Halsey의 인생이 Room 93으로부터 시작됐다는 것을 의미한다.

2019년 9월 13일에 앨범 선주문과 함께 출시된 곡이다. 뮤직비디오에 출연하는 상대 배우는 시드니 스위니이다. 이 곡은 리아나의 9월 "Savage X Fenty" 쇼에서 처음으로 공개되었다. 여담으로 그 날은 손님으로 갔었는데 얼떨결에 공연까지 하게 되었다고 한다.

4.4. You should be sad

Music Video

가사

[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: I wanna start this out and say
I gotta get it off my chest
Got no anger, got no malice
Just a little bit of regret
Know nobody else will tell you
So there's some things I gotta say
Gonna jot it down and then get it out
And then I'll be on my way

No, you're not half the man you think that you are
And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs and cars
I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you
'Cause you can't love nothin' unless there's somethin' in it for you

Oh, I feel so sorry
I feel so sad
I tried to help you
It just made you mad
And I had no warnin'
About who you are
I'm just glad I made it out without breakin' down
And then ran so fuckin' far
That you would never ever touch me again
Won't see your alligator tears
'Cause, no, I've had enough of them

Let me start this off by sayin'
I really meant well from the start
Take a broken man right in my hands
And then put back all his parts

But you're not half the man you think that you are
And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, girls and cars
I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you
'Cause you can't love nothin' unless there's somethin' in it for you

Oh, I feel so sorry (I feel so sorry)
I feel so sad (I feel so sad)
I tried to help you (I tried to help you)
It just made you mad
And I had no warnin' (I had no warnin')
About who you are ('bout who you)
Just glad I made it out without breakin' down
Oh, I feel so sorry (I feel so sorry)
I feel so sad (I feel so sad)
I tried to help you (I tried to help you)
It just made you mad
And I had no warnin' (I had no)
About who you are ('bout who you)
'Bout who you are

Hey
Hey
Hey
Hey

'Cause you're not half the man you think that you are
And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs and cars
I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you
'Cause you can't love nothin' unless there's somethin' in it for you

I feel so sad
You should be sad
You should be
You should be sad
You should be
You should be
You should be

여섯 번째 싱글로 발매되었다. 할시는 곡 발매 후 이 노래가 차트 30위권 내에 진입한 것을 보고 "진입한 것도 좋고, 이렇게 높은 순위로 데뷔할 줄 몰랐다."라고 말하며 엄청 좋아했다.

4.5. Forever ... (is a long time)

Visualizer

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: I spent a long time
Watering a plant made out of plastic
And I curse the ground for growing green

I spent a long time
Substituting honest with sarcastic
And I curse my tongue for being mean

Weightless, breathless restitute
Motionless and absolute
He cut me open
Sucked the poison from an aging wound
Now fifty thousand walking deads
Would cower at this small brunette
It's a nice surprise knowing six feet high
Would reach and grab the moon if I should ask

Or just imply that I want you to be more light
So I could look inside his eyes
And get the colors just right
Just right, just right
Just

But love built, God built provinces
Built calluses, break promises
'Cause I could never hold a perfect thing
And not demolish it
What am I thinking? What does this mean?
How could somebody ever love me?
Talk to your man, tell him he's got bad news coming

4.6. Dominic's Interlude

Music Video

가사

[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: Your eyes are fragile and timeless
It's beautiful
There's power in the words you whisper

You treat your corner so mindless
But he don't see the setting sun
Your eyes are open when you kiss him

Your eyes are drawn to the worthless
Usual, the towers in your world are sinking
And if you're looking for signs then
You should know there's power in the words you're thinking

Talk to your man, tell him he got bad news coming
Walk on the edge with someone new
Talk to your man, tell him we made some good time loving
You can take a chance, come take my hand

4.7. I HATE EVERYBODY

Visualizer

가사

[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: I'm my own biggest enemy
Yeah, all my empathy's a disaster
Feeling something like a scaly thing
Wrapped too tightly 'round my own master

My friends are getting bored of me
Saying I fell in love with a stranger
I don't know what they all think of me
But in reality I don't even

Remember anything but thinking you're the one
And I can force a future like it's nothing, so I

Just hate everybody
Well then why can't I go home without somebody?
And really I could fall in love with anybody
Who don't want me, so I just keep saying
I hate everybody
But maybe I, maybe I don't

I know I've got a tendency
To exaggerate what I'm seeing
And I know that it's unfair on me
To make a memory
Out of a feeling

It's 'cause I notice every single thing
That's ever happening in the moment
And I don't know why it's consuming me
Because honestly all I know is

Infatuations, observation with a cause
But none of it is love so while I'm waiting for it

I'll hate everybody
Well then why can't I go home without somebody?
And really I could fall in love with anybody
Who don't want me, so I just keep saying
I hate everybody
But maybe I, maybe I don't

If I could make you love me
Maybe you could make me love me
And if I can't make you love me
Then I'll just hate everybody

Everybody
Well then why can't I go home without somebody?
And really I could fall in love with anybody
Who don't want me, so I just keep saying
I hate everybody
But maybe I, maybe I don't

4.8. 3am

Stripped

가사

[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: Darling, I just left the bar
And I've misplaced all my credit cards
My self preservation and all of my reservations
Are sitting and contemplatin' what to do with me, do with me

Think I took it way too far
And I'm stumbling drunk, getting in a car
My insecurities are hurting me
Someone, please come and flirt with me
I really need a mirror that'll come along and tell me that I'm fine

I do it every time
I keep on hanging on the line
Ignoring every warning sign
Come on and make me feel alright again

'Cause it's 3am
And I'm calling everybody that I know
And here we go again
While I'm running through the numbers in my phone
And yeah I'll take fake moans and dial tones
Let 'em spill right down the microphone
I need it digital
'Cause, baby, when it's physical
I end up alone, end up alone

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I need it digital
'Cause, baby, when it's physical
I end up alone, end up alone

Every night I wanna live in color through a white-blue screen
I got a technicolor vision going vivid in my white-blue jeans
I know it's complicated 'cause everyone that I've dated
Says they hate it 'cause they don't know what to do with me, do with me
Know that my identity's always gettin' the best of me
I'm the worst of my enemies and I don't really know what to do with me
Yeah, I don't really know what to do with me

I keep on hangin' on the line
Ignoring every warning sign
Come on and make me feel alright again

'Cause it's 3am
And I'm calling everybody that I know
And here we go again
While I'm running through the numbers in my phone
And yeah I'll take fake moans and dial tones
Let 'em spill right down the microphone
I need it digital
'Cause, baby, when it's physical
I end up alone, end up alone

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I need it digital
'Cause, baby, when it's physical
I end up alone, end up alone

I'm reckless, treated like a necklace
Take a different version and I try it on for size
With everybody that I know
And will you please pick up the fucking phone?

'Cause it's 3am
And I'm calling everybody that I know
And here we go again
While I'm running through the numbers in my phone
And yeah I'll take fake moans and dial tones
Let 'em spill right down the microphone
I need it digital
'Cause baby when it's physical
I end up alone, end up alone

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I need it digital
'Cause baby when it's physical
I end up alone

(Your, your best song)
(Is a song a song that's currently on the radio)
(How many people can say that?)
(That their best song is the one that's currently about to be a massive hit?)
(It's already a hit)
(It's just gonna get more massive)
(How many people can say it?)
(Not very many)
(Congratulations!)

4.9. Without Me

Music Video

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close (keep you close)
I was afraid to leave you on your own

I said I'd catch you if you fall
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you could take advantage of me

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (I don't know why, yeah yeah)

Gave love 'bout a hundred tries (hundred tries)
Just running from the demons in your mind
Then I took yours and made 'em mine (made 'em mine)
I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind

Said I'd catch you if you fall (fall)
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you can take advantage of me

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why, yeah

You don't have to say just what you did
I already know (I know)
I had to go and find out from them
So tell me how's it feel (oh-woah)

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)

4.10. Finally // beautiful stranger

Music Video

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: Your eyes, so crystal green
Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet
You got hips like Jagger and two left feet
And I wonder if you'd like to meet

Your voice is velvet through a telephone
You can come to mine
But both my roommates are home
Think I know a bar
Where they would leave us alone
And I wonder if you'd take it slow

Oh, we're dancing in my living room
And up come my fists
And I say, "I'm only playing"
But the truth is this
That I've never seen a mouth
That I would kill to kiss
And I'm terrified, but I can't resist
And I say

Beautiful stranger
Here you are in my arms and I know
That beautiful strangers
Only come along to do me wrong
And I hope, beautiful stranger
Here you are in my arms
But I think it's finally
Finally, finally, finally, finally safe
For me to fall

Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

I grab your hand and then we run to the car
Singing in the street and playing air guitar
Stuck between my teeth just like a candy bar
And I wonder if it goes too far to say
I've never recognized a purer face
You stopped me in my tracks
And put me right in my place
Used to think that loving
Meant a painful chase
But you're right here now
And I think you'll stay

Oh, we're dancing in my living room
And up come my fists
And I say, "I'm only playing"
But the truth is this
I've never seen a mouth
That I would kill to kiss
And I'm terrified, but the truth is this
I say

Beautiful stranger
Here you are in my arms and I know
That beautiful strangers
Only come along to do me wrong and I hope
Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms
And I think it's finally
Finally, finally, finally, finally safe
For me to fall

Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

Yeah, I think it's finally
Finally, finally, finally

네 번째 싱글로 발매되었다. 할시는 이 곡과 슈가가 참여한 13번 트랙의 곡을 발매하기 전에, 인스타 라이브 방송에서 두 곡에 관한 소식을 먼저 언급한 적이 있었다. 그리고 두 곡을 "꿈결같은 이야기"에 비교했다. 그리고 이 곡은 그녀가 쓴 최초의 사랑 노래라고 했는데, 그 대상은 다름 아닌 영블러드.

4.11. Alanis' Interlude

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: A shining badge, a suit to match
Bit my nails down so they wouldn't scratch
But who believes in needs like these?
I'll take two of 'em, please

Soft skin's soft as
All of these beautiful lives and beautiful thighs
They always kept me up at night
But I can't change my appetite, 'cause

Your pussy is a wonderland
And I could be a better man
It doesn't matter to me
Your pussy is a wonderland
And I could be a better man
It doesn't matter to me

'Cause he and she is her
And her and he are loved
And I have never felt the difference
'Cause he and she is her
And her and he are loved
A child in all these labels

And my girl, she
Always wore a skirt in the classroom
Eating my desert in the bathroom
Can't get caught so we stiller than a statue
Bad news, think I'll probably die before I have you

Soft skin's soft as
All of these beautiful lives and beautiful thighs
They always kept me up at night
But I live for loving impolite, 'cause

Your pussy is a wonderland
And I could be a better man
It doesn't matter to me
Your pussy is a wonderland
And I could be a better man
It doesn't matter to me

'Cause he and she is her
And her and he are loved
And I have never felt the difference
'Cause he and she is her
And her and he are loved
A child in all these labels

'Cause he and she is her
And her and he are loved
And I have never felt the difference
'Cause he and she is her
And her and he are loved
A child in all these labels

4.12. killing boys

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: You're killing people
No, I'm killing boys
Boys are just placeholders, they come and they go
You're my best friend, and I wanna help you
But I won't let you kill again, that's a lose-lose

Told me pick my battles and be picking 'em wise
But I wanna pick 'em all and I don't want to decide
No more, no more, anymore
So we'll sneak in the back
And then we'll kick in the door
Tell me have you ever keyed a Ferrari before?
Oh no, oh I don't anymore

And I'm not breaking, I won't take it
And I won't ever feel this way again
'Cause you don't need me anymore, ooh whoa
And I won't ever try again
And all I want in return is revenge
'Cause I don't need you anymore, ooh whoa
So where do you go?

Pull up to the drive and I remember the codes
Yeah, the only fucking numbers you don't hide in your phone
No more, no more, anymore
Climb up to the window and I'm breaking the glass
Then I stop 'cause I don't wanna Uma Thurman your ass
No more, no more, anymore

And I'm not breaking, I won't take it
And I won't ever feel this way again
'Cause you don't need me anymore, ooh whoa
And I won't ever try again
And all I want in return is revenge
'Cause I don't need you anymore, ooh whoa
So where do you go?

When I don't need you anymore
And I don't need you

4.13. SUGA's Interlude

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: I've been trying all my life
To separate the time
In between the having it all and giving it up, yeah

Ay 내 머릿속엔 파란색만 가득한 이 방황
자기혐오들과 자만이 내 마음속에 살아 ay

꿈이 가득한 난 자라 ay 모든 꿈을 이뤘건만
꿈은 꿈으로만 간직하는 게 더 낫지라는 생각을 동시에 하며 살아가고 있지

Umm 내 도약은 추락이 아니기를
너의 신념 노력 믿음 욕심들은 추악이 아님임을 믿어

Ay 해가 뜨기 전 새벽은 무엇보다 어둡지만
네가 바란 별들은 어둠 속에서만 뜬다는 걸 절대 잊지 마

I've been trying all my life
To separate the time
In between the having it all and giving it up, yeah (hey)

I wonder what's in store
If I don't love it anymore (hey)
I'm stuck between the having it all and giving it up, yeah (hey)

(하) 가끔은 내가 걷고 있는 게 맞는지
하염없이 터널 끝을 향해 달리면 뭐가 또 있을런지

맞긴 한지 내가 바라던 미래와는 솔직히 다른 거지
상관없지 이제는 생존의 문제 어찌 됐든 상관없지

Yeah yeah 네가 바란 것들과는 다를지 몰라
네가 살아가는 것도 사랑하는 것도 변할지 몰라 (몰라)

That's true (that's true, that's true)
Yeah so are you gonna move?

꾸물거리기엔 우린 아직 젊고 어려 부딪혀보자고
So what you gonna do?

I've been trying all my life
To separate the time
In between the having it all and giving it up, yeah

I wonder what's in store
If I don't love it anymore (hey)
I'm stuck between the having it all and giving it up, yeah

방탄소년단의 슈가가 참여했다. 지난번 할시가 방탄소년단의 앨범에 참여할 때 쌓은 친분을 계기로 참여한 듯. 할시가 인스타 라이브로 밝히기를 앨범의 감성과 분위기, 주제와 맞는 뮤지션이라 생각해 콜라보를 먼저 제의했다고 한다. 덕에 가사에 한국어가 나온다.

4.14. More

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: They told me once nothing grows
When a house ain't a home
Is it true, honestly
When it's all a part of me?
A couple years of waiting rooms
Finding God and lose him too
Wanna scream but what's the use?

Lying awake and I stare at the door
I just can't take it no more
They told me it's useless
There's no hope in store
But somehow I just want you more

I want you more
Somehow I just want you more
I want you more
Somehow I just want you more

Wooden floors and little feet
A flower bud in concrete
Feeling so incomplete
Wonder will we ever meet?
And would you know it right away
How hard I tried to see your face?
A little screen, a photograph
Mine to take

I sit and I stare at your clothes in the drawer
I cry and my knuckles get sore
'Cause I still believe it won't be like before
Now somehow I just want you more

I want you more
Somehow I just want you more
I want you more
Somehow I just want you more

And when you decide it's your time to arrive
I've loved you for all of my life
And nothing could stop me from giving a try
I've loved you for all of my life

Love you more
Somehow I'll still love you more
Love you more
Somehow I'll still love you more

(Love you more)
(Somehow I'll still love you more)
(Love you more)
(Somehow I'll still love you more)

4.15. Still Learning

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: I should be living the dream
But I'm living with a security team
And that ain't gonna change, no
I got a paranoia in me
And you wouldn't believe
Everything that I've seen, no
Coming apart at the seams

And no one around me knows
Who I am, what I'm on
Who I've hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm trying to make it right
Did the one I love do me wrong?
Give me up right now

I know that I love you but I'm still learning
To love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

I should be living the dream
But I go home and I got no self-esteem (nope)
You think I'm swimming in green, but
It's passed around my family tree
No man wants to really commit
Intimidated 'cause I get paid and shit
And I caught you reading my lips, but
No one around me knows

Who I am, what I'm on
Who I've hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm trying to make it right
The same mistakes on and on
To all my friends I'm sorry for
They know that I love you
But I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Oh, I try and I try
To be a man but sometimes
If I breathe it's alright
Some things don't change
I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Who I am, what I'm on
Who I've hurt and where they've gone
I know that I've done some wrong
But I'm trying to make it right
Did the one I love do me wrong?
Give me up right now

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
And I try and I try
To be a man but sometimes
If I breathe it's alright
Some things don't change
I'm still learning to love myself (to love myself, I'm tryin' to love myself)
I'm still learning to love myself

4.16. 929

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: ("I really was born at 9:29 am on nine twenty-nine)
(You think I'm lying but I'm being dead serious")
("I need to see this birth certificate")
("Okay, I'll prove it")

Well who am I? I'm almost 25
Can't remember half the time that I've been alive
'Cause half was in a cheap apartment
And half was on the Eastside

They said don't, "Don't meet your heroes
They're all fucking weirdos"
And God knows that they were right
Because nobody loves you, they just try to fuck you
Then put you a feature on the B-side
And who do you call when it's late at night?
When the headlines just don't paint the picture right
When you look at yourself on a screen and say
"Oh my God, there's no way that's me"

And I, I quit smoking, well recently I tried
And I bought another house and I never go outside
And I remember this girl with pink hair in Detroit
What she told me
She said, "Ashley you gotta promise us that you won't die
'Cause we need you" and honestly I think that she lied
And I remember the names of every single kid I've met
But I forget half the people who I've gotten in bed

And I've stared at the sky in Milwaukee
And hoped that my father would finally call me
And it's just these things that I'm thinking for hours
And I'm picking my hair out in clumps in the shower
I lost the love of my life to an ivory powder
But then I realize that I'm no higher power

That I wasn't in love then and I'm still not now
And I'm so happy I figured that out
I've got a long way to go until self-preservation
Think my moral compass is on a vacation
And I can't believe I still feed my fucking temptation
And I'm still looking for my salvation

Soft and slow, watch the minutes go
Count out loud so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself
Watch the minutes go
Count out loud so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself

"I think I have a confession to make (so we know you don't)
I have to say I was really born at 9:26, it's on my birth certificate
I'm a liar, I'm a fucking liar"
Soft and slow, watch the minutes go
Count out loud so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself

4.17. I'm Not Mad

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: I'm not even mad anymore
Oh really I ain't even mad anymore
Yeah I don't even want you back anymore
I don't remember what we had anymore, yeah

I hope your back aches and your knees hurt
I hope you think about me sleeping in your t-shirt
I hope your little brother turns out to be nothing like you
I hope that you hurt more than I do

And honestly I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do I hope you'll dream of me

You know, you know I'm hoping
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
You know, you know I'm hoping
I hope you dream of me
You know, you know I'm hoping
I hope you dream of me
Yeah.

I don't even hope you die these days
I hope you live 'til eighty-five these days
Regretting that you'd ever lie these days
I hope it's eating you alive these days
Yeah, I hope you're ugly in the bathroom
Just wishing Imma change my mind and come back soon
I hope that when you're thirty-five years
You wish that you tried to 'cause I know that I'd do.

And honestly I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do I hope you'll dream of me

Yeah, I hope you dream of me
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
Yeah, I hope you dream of me

I ain't even mad about it anymore
No really, I ain't even mad about it anymore
Maybe just a little less than I was before
I've got a twenty dollar bill that says that you never ever ever gonna change

I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do I hope you'll dream of me

I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do I hope you'll dream of me

You know, you know I'm hoping
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
You know, you know I'm hoping
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
You know, you know I'm hoping
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
Yeah,

4.18. Wipe Your Tears

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[ 펼치기 · 접기 ]: You know I tell her all the time
Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby
Nothing's gonna make you cry
I'll be damned if I ever let another hand
Wipe your tears before they dry
Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby
Nothing's gonna make you cry
I'll be damned if I ever let another hand
Wipe your tears before they dry

Keep your friends close but this pretty girl closer
Kiss her on the neck, cradle baby is a poser
But she's so cold but the world is colder
Take her in my lap and I promise that I'll hold her

My bed is too big for only me
I keep a pistol when I sleep
Inside my mouth so I can shoot
Out all the bad things

You know I tell her all the time
Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby
Nothing's gonna make you cry
I'll be damned if I ever let another hand
Wipe your tears before they dry
(You know I tell her all the time)
Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby
Nothing's gonna make you cry
I'll be damned if I ever let another hand
Wipe your tears before they dry

[1] 발매 당시 'Graveyard (Time-lapse)'이라는 제목으로 할시가 이 앨범 커버를 그리는 영상이 올라온 것을 보아 손수 제작한 것으로 보인다. [2] 그리고 후에 리드 싱글은 Without Me가 되었다. [3] "Nightmare"뮤직비디오를 보면 할시가 "MANIC"이라는 신문을 읽는 장면과 "H3 / AI / 10-2019"라는 표지판을 들고 있는 장면이 나온다. Nightmare가 정규 3집의 리드 싱글이며 앨범을 2019년 10월에 발매할 것이라는 것을 암시했다는 추측이 떠돌고 있다. 하지만 리드 싱글이 엎어지며 발매일도 2020년으로 연기되었다. [4] fucking [5] 조증이 심하게 왔기 때문으로 보인다. [6] Graveyard의 싱글 커버를 보면 A01라고 적혀있다.

Manic

1. 개요

2. 성적

3. 평가

4. 트랙리스트

4.1. Ashley

4.2. clementine

4.3. Graveyard

4.4. You should be sad

4.5. Forever ... (is a long time)

4.6. Dominic's Interlude

4.7. I HATE EVERYBODY

4.8. 3am

4.9. Without Me

4.10. Finally // beautiful stranger

4.11. Alanis' Interlude

4.12. killing boys

4.13. SUGA's Interlude

4.14. More

4.15. Still Learning

4.16. 929

4.17. I'm Not Mad

4.18. Wipe Your Tears

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